-What will my wedding be like?
-How expensive do you think it will be?
-Will I wear my cowgirl boots?
-Will it be in a barn?
-It'll totally be in a barn.
-Will we have a lot of family and friends?
-Or will it be in the courthouse with only family?
-How many kids will we have?
-.........turtles...............
-Do we even want kids?
-Do we want them yet?
-What about now?
-Or even now?
-I want kids.
-Will we have a boy?
-Or all baby girls?
-Can we afford a house?
-Or do we live in an apartment for a while?
-Am I going to college when I/m married?
-Where am I going to college?
-Am I even going to college?
-Is he even going to be my boyfriend after this month?
-I know he asked my to marry him.. but I'm nervous.
-...(what about now?? nope, still no kids)...
-Will we have a car?
-I don't even know what I'm doing tomorrow.
-Or for spring break.
-Why am I so focused on the future when I should be living now.
-We said we are moving to the valley when I'm done with school.
-We'll live by my best friend so thats pretty cool.
-Maybe I will get used to the snow.
-I hate the snow.
-The snow makes me sad.
-I have depression.
-Did you know that?
-Nope. I wear a mask.
-Hapy little me!! :)
-But really, there are good things to live for.
-like puppies.
-and grapes.
-and nutella (I LOOOVEEE nutella)
-and chocolate sprinkles from holland.
-and new phones.
-and new clothes.
-and OH my god.. new shoes.
-this bra itches..
-I gotta live because my birthday is in 2 weeks (yay!! Happy birthday me :)..) and I'm getting doubles.
-I've always wanted those.
-life is great.
-Everything will be okay in the end. If it's not okay, it's not the end.
-Don't die.
-You saw how everyone reacted when he almost died.
-Everyone loves you so stop being a freak.
-I want french fries.
-french fries make you fat. But you wanna know who cares???
-Not me!!
-Okay, seriously though... I'm going to go eat some french fries.
-and maybe some chocolate.
-maybe both together.
this is just how i think too! it's like a ball of string and everything is connected to everything, there is no thinking of one thing at a time! its pointless
ReplyDeleteI'm glad I'm not the only one. My train of thought changes to completely different subject in a matter of seconds.
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ReplyDeleteYou are clearly a woman, the trains of thought are so intricate and beautiful.
ReplyDeleteA lot of these questions gave me anxiety. Thanks.
You're on of the good ones.
Haha sorry I gave you anxiety. And you caught me, I am female :)
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